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Wednesday, February 8, 2012
a semi update....
well, i'm horrible at updating this thing... hope everyone doesn't hate me, if so... too bad. nothing to do about it! :P haha
well... what's new? umm, lol well, since my last post, i was written off by zack, now we'll see what happens when he comes home... i have had pretty much a confirmation that i won't be going on a mission anytime soon... have bought 2 cars, :/ gertrudora (my first one) had the compression go out, so i bought a saturn (never named him though) and learned to drive a manual... well, he died in dec. (smoking a lot of white smoke so its burning coolant) :( and now i own FiFi. she's a ford, and just awesome! she's red, unlike my other two greenish cars,so its a nice change. ok....so i'm kinda living on my own, with friends, so i'm not paying rent, but its been nice to get out on my own a bit. get the feeling of living on my own, just w/o paying the money for it! :) its great! umm... i'm still going to school, working my freaking butt off in the music program. 20 credits wasn't exactly the smartest thing to do this semester...! i'm starting to take education classes though, so that's exciting! other than that...nothing is really new.
i'm super frustrated at the moment right now though.. and just wanted to vent for a few min, so bear with me....
why is it, that the things you want, you can never seem to have!? for example... i want to date. but can't, because there are no interested guys, and its dumb. i want to date!! even if its just for fun... is it so hard a thing to do? it shouldn't... what's funny, is i have a ton of guy friends, but still to no avail... seems like my track record is like a good every 4 or 5 months. sucks! why can't there just be more guys that are interested in me? is there something wrong??? gah!!!!!
sometimes i just wish that i had a time machine...then i could go into the future and see who i marry, then come back, and just not worry about it, cuz i'd know that it'd happen, and when and to who...so i'd quit worrying so much about it. it just sucks when its just so happens to be like my biggest goal of my life...to get married, i mean. but... i know i know, i have to be patient, my time will come, yeah, i've heard all of that crap. i know its true, but i'm sick of it regardless. its not like i wanna get married right away, or to the next guy i date, but i DO wanna at least go on dates and have fun. why is it that all the freshmen get the dates?? what's wrong with a junior??! huh?? sigh....................
ok. there's my rant for the evening...
peace!
well... what's new? umm, lol well, since my last post, i was written off by zack, now we'll see what happens when he comes home... i have had pretty much a confirmation that i won't be going on a mission anytime soon... have bought 2 cars, :/ gertrudora (my first one) had the compression go out, so i bought a saturn (never named him though) and learned to drive a manual... well, he died in dec. (smoking a lot of white smoke so its burning coolant) :( and now i own FiFi. she's a ford, and just awesome! she's red, unlike my other two greenish cars,so its a nice change. ok....so i'm kinda living on my own, with friends, so i'm not paying rent, but its been nice to get out on my own a bit. get the feeling of living on my own, just w/o paying the money for it! :) its great! umm... i'm still going to school, working my freaking butt off in the music program. 20 credits wasn't exactly the smartest thing to do this semester...! i'm starting to take education classes though, so that's exciting! other than that...nothing is really new.
i'm super frustrated at the moment right now though.. and just wanted to vent for a few min, so bear with me....
why is it, that the things you want, you can never seem to have!? for example... i want to date. but can't, because there are no interested guys, and its dumb. i want to date!! even if its just for fun... is it so hard a thing to do? it shouldn't... what's funny, is i have a ton of guy friends, but still to no avail... seems like my track record is like a good every 4 or 5 months. sucks! why can't there just be more guys that are interested in me? is there something wrong??? gah!!!!!
sometimes i just wish that i had a time machine...then i could go into the future and see who i marry, then come back, and just not worry about it, cuz i'd know that it'd happen, and when and to who...so i'd quit worrying so much about it. it just sucks when its just so happens to be like my biggest goal of my life...to get married, i mean. but... i know i know, i have to be patient, my time will come, yeah, i've heard all of that crap. i know its true, but i'm sick of it regardless. its not like i wanna get married right away, or to the next guy i date, but i DO wanna at least go on dates and have fun. why is it that all the freshmen get the dates?? what's wrong with a junior??! huh?? sigh....................
ok. there's my rant for the evening...
peace!
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